it happened today, damn that was like 3 days maybe?
It Works the money is on its way!
Need this.
Of course
It worked tho
I just won $500 off a scratch Ticket lottery.
ENERGY
OKAY LEGIT I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY. ME AND MY PARTNER ARE IN SUCH A TIGHT SPOT FOR MONEY ATM AS WE ARE SAVING FOR A DEPOSIT ON A HOUSE. I GOT PAID DOUBLE WHAT I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO GET AND SO DID HE AND HONESTLY I CRIED SO MUCH TODAY IM SO HAPPY AND RELIEVED
Before it happens, there will be a huge problem. A problem that sticks with you for hours, days, months even. a problem that seems to only affect you, and only you.
then, the rush of emotions come in. you start feeling things you thought you would never ever feel, because you’ve learnt that feeling that way will kill you. yet, you feel it anyways. you feel pain all over, your head, your mind, your body. you feel so much that the problem that you had, doesn’t seem like a problem anymore, more of a curse you can’t ever get rid of.
then it becomes stronger, day by day, it becomes so much everything comes crashing down. non existent problems become your demons, you’re anxiety and depression kicks in, hard. you find all sorts of means to be happy, you try and try to tell yourself you can do this.
then, you see him. with someone else.
thats when it happens. a strong force from the tip of your nose fuzzes all the way to your eyes where your body just screams, “why” in each tear that trickles down your cheek. it keeps on going, like a broken tap, you just can’t seem to stop it from flowing. each glance you take, a million knives stab your heart.
and finally, you become broken. and what happens next? the cycle repeats itself. and the best thing? it was all in the mind, and it will never, stop.
